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12:15 am 050908
weee,, well my day went well! thank God it did! early this mownin the moment i woke up i had this strange feelin of mine that somethingie wont be good and nice! and so it did! well im just glad that it changed in the afternoon! i was happie but the feeling i had before, the happiness inside me that i used to feel before geee i dunno! still i am happy though! i just hope that things will go back the way it was before! i just hope things will be better and go back the way it was! i am happy but i was happier with what was with before! eneweiz maybe you guys are getting confused to whatever i was typin here! there will be some who will understand what i am typing here! eneweiz! my day was fun! i spend it with chel and i enjoyed playing with him! i enjoyed shooting some balls! hahah! i won! so happy! the thing i enjoyed so much is when we played the deal or no deal game! we choosed the briefcase number 8! we won 70 tickets for it which is next to the biggest amount which is a hundred! i also love it when he shoot the last three balls which signifies I Love You which i failed to do! ampf! my bad! eneweiz! another thingie is when we ate at TOkyo Tokyo! just to make me happy! so sweet! we also watched When Love begins which was kinda related! eventhough he did disappoint me and disappoints me at times i still love him!well i enjoyed this day! but im missin all the stuffs that we used to do back when we we’re still in 1st year 2nd sem! that was the best! and i am missin everythingie! i just wish that everything will stabilize and slowly go back to the way it was before! i know that every relationship goes through these challenges eventhough i wanna surrender sometimes i am just glad that there are some who clears my crazy mind! so foolish of me! we will survive this and my baby tells me that we are gonna fight so we will and are going to! yeah! i’ll just try to understand everything coz it’s my time to do so! just like what my gal pal told me! i just hope things go better soon! soon enough! well! that’s all for now! this is such a whaaattta day for me! i love you hön! mwaaahmmmM! XOXO! God bless us all!
